I am currently experiencing total ignoring from H. Remember, he still lives here.
This has been a couple of weeks, but for whatever reason last night and this morning, I just feel defeated. Sunday, my D and I left to just get out of the house. When she went into her room to get some clothes to change into, i heard him ask where we were going. We were gone about five hours. We had a nice time. As far as I can tell, he did not leave the room for anything. I mean, he had the whole house to stretch out in, and he chose to stay in a bedroom. My IC said that is because he isn't "in the room, he is in fantasy land" I understand that, but it is still hard.
On Saturday, D was out and I was relaxing outside. He came and asked me how to use the new piece of exercise eqt. I got up and showed him. While "exercising", he was taking photos and at the end, when he asked how to turn it off, he was posting to his FB account.
I realize this is very juvenile behavior. He only asked me because D was out. I get that. I need to remember what IC told me, that he did this before with OW1. I just hate the rollercoaster.
I am working from home, so I am fitting household chores in as well. His laundry is still in the hamper, this has been almost a month. I will not do it. He can ship it to OW2 and have her do it for him. He fully knows how to do it, this is a battle of wills. "LIKE A TEENAGER"
I still love this man and I hope for a reconcilation. Every day, I continue to gal, (I mean he makes it easy, since he ignores me) I know that time is a gift and I need to use it wisely.
