((Kindly)) How are things with you lately? Did you decide to go for your backyard get-together? I like what Sage has to say (she's very wise! )--imagine what kind of headspace results in all of those actions. Despite his sometimes-tendency to talk loudly and happily on the phone... there's still all of this other behavior.
Originally Posted by Kindly
Maybe this is all normal but it seems very regressive and back to the beginning. But I guess that’s all part of this.
It's as if the part of us that sometimes wants to doubt that there is more going on with them than just being unhappy in the M (the days when we're still asking, Am I crazy? Am I imagining this?) ALSO sometimes wants to see them making "forward" progress, because, I guess, that would at least mean they were becoming recognizable in some ways again. But wouldn't that only be possible if there were not mental health/MLC-type issues at the heart of this? Just as the LBS's path isn't straight, neither is theirs, although I would guess their path has even more loops, because most of the time they can't even see the path they're on clearly.