I will say this - now that I understand better, I know that I personally need to heal from the effects of living with a sociopathic narcissist. that's good information to have.

But I also agree with IW - don't over-analyze it. Take care of you, put yourself and your own mental, physical, emotional, spiritual and financial wellbeing first and foremost.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver