Everyone here is right - I'm stressed out and its my own doing.
I'm scared.
Not of being alone. Heck I was a single mom of a infant until he was 8yr old, I'm smart and capable.
I'm scared.
How will this play out financially? Will this get ugly? Will this really make it all the way to complete D? Could I have done anything differently that would have softened his heart during this journey?
I hate hearing from him.... I want to hear from him...
Frankly, he has pulled away WAY more in the last 2 months. He is settling into his new life and he is less scared and second guessing his decisions way less as well. He is finding his happiness and I hate how that drives me to be more needy.
I don't need his approval. I don't need his support. But, I miss our old life.
