Thank you. It is so nice that someone remembered to think of me. Today was ok with H.
However D25 mentioned joining the peace corps and would be gone two years if she gets in. Two years, if my marriage ends that she wouldn’t be around. My heart hurts, when she was across the country in grad school, it was still “close” she’s looking at Eastern Europe. She’s making plans, she should she’s young,
I just told myself, if she goes, maybe I’ll just leave my state and go start over somewhere new. My family can visit. I would not have to see H and I could be someone else if I wanted to. D25 can come stay when she’s back before she heads off to a career or family.