I don’t quote on here so I have no idea how to do it-BUT The paragraph about how your H was your H and you loved him...smacks me upside the head. It doesn’t matter why my H is doing this, believe me, I have had counseling trying to determine what trauma he may have experienced that out him on this path. Why? I can’t go back in time and fix it so it doesn’t happen.
I need to remember that it doesn’t matter, it is happening. I’m giving him a wide berth, trying to GAL and stand for him yet move forward for me.
Just now, he came home from work and brought me some face masks he picked up, “hey, you want these masks?” Me “sure, where did you get them? “ H-“I picked them up at the place I go for supplies” why, friends? It doesn’t matter.
I thanked him, then he left to who know where. It doesn’t matter.
