No, I'm not implying that I'm being judged... just asked not to.
And for the record I've posted my thoughts and internal battles here and have not been acting on them. Sometimes when you give a voice to those thoughts it easier to reign them in.
I will not guess at what is or is not going on with H.
I will accept that he has shown no movement toward me at all. I will not respond to his texts and I will not initiate them.