Well, yes... that is part of workshop... healing and moving forward.

I did say I vacillate about it. I'm looking at it from all angles... what is my goal, what do I want to accomplish, etc.

Certainly have no idea where he is at... there has been little communication over the last 2 months.

Its just one of the things of many that float in my head.

To me it looks like he is in a good place right now but SS20 had a slightly different view... like the only positive he came up with was a short commute to work. So I won't mind read but I 100% accept he is done and he has shown zero movement toward me.

Today's focus on me... 3mile hike with the dog.