You aren’t respecting yourself, why should he respect you?
Why do need him to see you are a void in his life so bad?
And how can you actually be the void in his life when you are anything but a void? You are there trying to nice attention from him. I screams of manipulation and insecurity. It also screams of ulterior motive . “ I want you to want me and respect me and I’m going to try every angle possible to get that, because I need it for my ego!” Do you think that is anyway going to garner respect?
And what does his “respect” look like to you? Doing what you want because you feel he owes it to you? Leaving other woman and coming back to you? Because that’s not happening.
He owes you nothing. You feel like he owes you still. You have insane expectations of a man who walked out and decided to start a new life.
You would answer anyone’s texts out of politeness? Ummmmmm, you haven’t been answering all texts. Don’t use the politeness BS . He’s not feeling “polite”
You have got to let go. You are going to keep spinning around in the same circles with your different tactics and come out completely disappointed every time.
Let. Go. I’m sorry, but you aren’t going to get what you want from him. You have to give it to yourself
