Did anyone here go through this phase of questioning mental illness/personality disorder/MLC? I've found a few really old threads. .
Have you ever read my story?
I thought it was MLC.
Now I think that MLC made it impossible for him to do battle with his mental illness anymore -- borderline, NPD, some kinda cluster disorder. Looking back, I see that I ignored a lot. He changed, but maybe not as much as I thought. I can tell you some good titles to read. My advice is -- assume he has a personality disorder and set up a new life for yourself. It will help you GAL. You can keep a corner of your heart open to reconciliation. I am the Queen B of standing for marriage, I really believe in it. But I think the only way to do it is to make a life for yourself without the one you are standing for. I think it's the only way to heal, and your healing will be necessary for a restored marriage or for a life without H.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.
