I would just like to relax at home minding my own business. I work all week and I am just tired, I am sure there is some depression with all that is going on, and sometimes I feel that this will not end in my favor and I get overwhelmed. Home is my safe place. usually he is locked in the bedroom or out. I get the house for my use mostly.
I understand what you are saying though. As it happened, I was leaving to run errands and when I opened the door, he was unloading his truck, I said a quick hello, called to our D and told her her dad was home, then left. I was back after an hour or so, he was locked in the room. I made dinner, ate, cleaned the kitchen made some visiting phone calls, and watched some tv. We never saw him again.
That is how he is. I don’t mind the ignoring so much anymore as this is so normal. Hopefully, there will be a day where he chooses to speak to me, at this moment, I hope I’m around to speak with him. I am trying to stand and move forward for me.
