Cemar, you crack me up, and I know you don't mean to. I loved the "screen saver of my mind" comment. I know what you mean. Of course, I thought I was obsessed with sex, until I read about the hell that is your daily life. Sheesh, what church do you go to? Praise the Lord and pass the salt peter. It sounds like you need to tone it down a couple clicks. Have you thought about operant conditioning? Remember Pavlov's Dog's who salivated at the sound of a bell because it always rang right before they were fed? Maybe you should punch yourself in the crotch next time you think about sex. Eventually, it's got to have some sort of effect.
