The self soothing part, that is the tough one. Trying to not think about sex is darn near impossible. Sex is like the screen saver in my mind, if my mind starts to not be so active, the SEX screen saver kicks in. I doubt I ever go more then 5 seconds without thinking of sex. IT's freaking everywhere. I sleep next to her body, I see her hugging and kissing the kids (wishing that were me). I watch TV with her. We go to the kids activities together. Then there is the outside world. I work near attractive ladies. I go workout at the gym 4-6 times a week to improve me, and guess what, the gym is full of babes in skimpy clothing. Then I bike ride on the trail through my town about an hour a day, and guess what, there are tons of couples hand-in-hand, cudlling, close, walking the trails, especially older couples like me. Then to top it off, there are some young girls that are INCREDIBLE, that walk these trails. I go to church on Sunday, and the freaking church is full of very attractive ladies and their daughters. Some of these younger ladies even wear the low rise jeans that show half their cracks, and this is IN CHURCH!! The only time I ever get any real time away from pretty ladies is when I golf with the guys. THat is until the freakin beer cart lady comes "Bouncing" up the fairway at us.
To NOT think about sex, if it were only possible!!!
