Steve85- you freaked me out haha _ but, I have read your replies to others and respect your comments.
H has no contact with OW. for 2 months. He is remorseful - not just sorry. YES, He is a lying ,cheating pig!! He had no intention to leave me for her ( I read his emails ) It was an EA that turned somewhat PA . She gave him and out of the A and he just let it lay... He questions his decisions and regrets that he didn't reach out to me first for emotional support .
That being said, he left me because I gained weight because of my deep depression. I didn't love my self - therefore he didn't love me. I have lost 45 lbs and I now do CrossFit 3 days a week. I feel better and did a 180 and I am loving myself. I started IC and have requested to him to do MC. we are intimate and feel hopeful we can get through this rough patch. Any suggestions are welcome and I invite positive comments.. XX
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