I know. I was just having a bit of a pity party over here.
I honestly don't have any expectations with the dating. I've been on 4 now (and cancelled or just not turned up to 4). 3 of them were a wash - 2 hours of pleasant chat. I wasn't expecting anything on Saturday either. Which is why I think I freaked out a bit. That and I loved everything about his flat. From his books (he had A Thousand Splendid Suns, the Odysee and some random Stephen King) to his vinyl collection to the fact that there was real art work on his walls.
And yes the toiletries comment - All the products in his bathroom was from a shop called Aesops. I love Aesops but never bought it because I'd get told off for wasting 20 quid on shampoo. I now have nothing but Aesops products in my bathroom. If you get it in the states, invest in a thing called poo drops. It will change your life .
So I freaked out because he was perfect. And I am not ready for perfect.
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