I think the LBS fog might be lifting for you, Kit.
You are starting to see your H through a different and more accurate lense.
I feel like I'm on a teeter totter.... I'm at that point where I just want it OVER. And, then part of me is like what would happen if I just had more patience???
He followed up with when I wanted to get together to this finished... so I said Sunday or Tuesday. That gives him some choice on what would work better for him and certainly he could make that happen right???
NOPE - his response was "I'm working 12s for the fore see able future"
WHAT??? Why would I care what he is working??? He blocked me FB cause he apparently doesn't want to feel I'm in his business.
So no decision then??? Can't commit to one or the other???
I feel like I'm banging my head against a brick wall. I just ignored his reply. He knows he has options I'm done chasing him PERIOD.