Had a very tiring weekend - my friend came round to build a wall for my parents' front garden, and also sort out some paving slab steps leading down the driveway. I helped. I spent most of the weekend lugging 20kg bags of mortar around ,and mixing it by hand with a large shovel. I haven't needed to do my exercises for 3 days as it's felt like I have done a very intense workout!
Old me would have been really scared, but I just leapt in and did it. Didn't really get concerned that I'd do it wrong, which what I've always grown up with; always feeling like I'd fail things, however minor and insignificant. But I just goto n with it and enjoyed it in a funny sort of way, believe it or not! Was satisfying finishing this evening.
It's my birthday tomorrow - 37. I feel good and have never really looked at myself in the mirror and thought I looked handsome until recently. Just having a takeaway with my parents, and my sister and her H (and dog) will come over in the evening too.
Big YoUTube video will go up this week; very pleased with it! 40mins long almost.
Me - 36, W - 32 No kids T - 8 yr, M - 3 yr Discovery - 14 May 2019 S - 25 May 2019 & D bomb - 29 July 2019 D & House sale final - Feb 2020
