I don't want a divorce II NEW THREAD Pt 20

[LH19]

I looked great every time he was at the house. I was strong, calm and gentle boxing his things up and helping him to load his truck to leave me.

KK on paper it's great but it was all manipulation.

I could have been the witch... thrown the stuff outside... refused to be the least bit helpful.

KK on paper it's great but it was all manipulation. You thought that if you didn't act like his ex he would reconsider.

OW will get to have all the joy with H over the baby... I'm left behind. Since I was only ever a stepparent I'm disposable. There is just so much rawness right now. I know it will not always hurt this bad.

I'm am sorry and understand being a step parent in a divorce must be difficult. Your time will come with your son.

I called out H today... He texted last weekend about getting together for paperwork and then didn't respond for 3 days... so I said you didn't get back to me about this paperwork you asked about, you never got back to S19 to take him out to dinner and you never followed through with help getting S19 to college.

It's amazing how you still have expectations of this D bag.

I reached my tipping point and i am not proud. Yes - I should have kept my mouth shut.

It's important to learn to control your emotions.

Its been 6months... 6months... so why now... why today when I have been occasionally liking or commenting on SS20 and fiance's posts that now you choose to block me... what in the heck have I done to you??? I didn't walk out on your or cheat/lie to you. I never go to H's page or OW's page --- not interested and don't need the heartache... EVER.

How do you know he blocked you?

I contacted my SS20 and stated I would like to knit things for the future baby but only with his blessing.

I think that was nice of you.

KK unfortunately you are going to struggle for awhile because I think you are finally out of the denial phase. The bargaining, anger and depression stages are not fun. Just try to be kind and patient with yourself.