Went to see H brother and his fam today, it was wonderful and so normal.
Yes we did inevitably talk a little about H, but mostly convo was light and non related to him. Kids had a great time and i feel like i could maintain a relationship with them that wouldnt revolve around H, but would be more around cousins seeing each other and spending family time.
They know very little about the situation and i tried to keep it as generic as possible when they asked questions, as i dont want to speak badly of anyone. So i concentrated on me and my plans rather than on the mess that is around me.
Feeling good today and 2 days left till our holiday with the boys!
