Like you i dont believe in D, however i recognise that in 7 months (it will be a year since he said he is done) this is something that i will have to consider. And im open to doing so if it feels the right time.
Im so not ready for any type of relationship even just an emotional one, and i feel that im learning to be happy by myself and not rely on someone else full filling me and its working out well for me.
I do have a question re wedding ring, i took mine off but i feel like i have done under pressure some time ago when H said well u are still wearing it so u still have hope and basically he doesnt want me to have hope.
Now that i feel so much better and calmer i feel like i should be wearing it, im married, i have nothing to hide, this isnt a sign of hope in any way its just something that feels right to me. But feels a bit off backtracking and that will probably raise some questions from him which i dont know how i would answer.
