Thanks for coming by! why am I so emotionally retarded?
I am having a great day today, only the sex thing which is making me uncomfortable by now. Work is going great and I was with friends yesterday! (hitting the bar hard as promised to LH) I bought some diving gear for the weekend I will spend in Portugal at the beach and I have completed my longest run of the month!
I woke up today missing W badly, I was thinking of the many road trips we took when living in the UK and it made me sad. It has been a year, I had a chat with my father today and he really encouraged me to give up and move on. What do you guys think? is a year too much considering W has made zero efforts to improve communication between us?
I do have 2 wonderful kids with this woman, but at some point I will have to get control over my life again. I dont think that will happen until I fully close my M, yet I will not be the one to initiate D. I love the woman I married, she is there somewhere and I am sure we could be extremely happy. Just want your honest opinion, beyond GAL and detaching which are two huge musts for me now.
New goals for step 2 in DR:
> No R conversations - never ever ever EVER... EVER! I have said all I had to say.
> Be the best version of Pack I can be
> Detach from W and our ugly conversations (fake it until you make it)
Lets see if at the 4th attempt I can finally get the steps working. I want to make things worse, I feel stuck.
Thank you all!
Last edited by Pack_19; 08/05/2005:59 PM.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Me 29 W:29 M: 5yrs T:10yrs S:6 yrs S:1 yr BD: "I want a D" 08/09/19 Sep: 10/27/19
