Just saying hello and hoping you are ok, Alison, you seem to be in some kind of limbo again which is fine. I second may's thoughts actually. H and I did a lot of fun things for a while after we left, and it did help to enjoy things together and he did soften towards me a lot as a result. I don't know why he couldn't continue that softening and the journey back to me, but I think he was just too badly damaged to be able to have a R with me. I feel like I did everything I could from my end, which brings me a lot of peace as well as acceptance. Not sure if that's helpful to you but I hope you are enjoying life xxx
