H contacted about atty stuff. I kept it business. Answered questions as short as possible. I did not ask a single thing of him. When he asked if I could send some stuff I was honest and said my desktop computer is still not working.
Had a long talk with self tonight... there is zero movement toward me. He didn't show up to S19 party and while.he seemed convincing that he was taking him out.for dinner instead there was never a word to S19 about this dinner. It's like why would he ever mention it if he wasnt going to do it??? H is just a huge pile of disappointment.
Tomorrow is another day. I'm exhausted. I'm second guessing myself if it was dumb to push things with my atty and not just make him get his own??? At this time there is still a huge chance for $$favor toward me but no guarantees. Most days I feel unsold my soul to the devil.
