I haven’t cried today.

Tomorrow I will have a phone consult with the attorney I provided numbers to.

At lunch, I came home and H was closed up in the room, for some reason, I like that better, to me if means he’s in his fantasy. When he is active and around, I feel his confidence and that scares me. So anyway, I came in, made lunch and sat down. I did not call out to him. About halfway through, he opened the bedroom door and was going to leave, and said “ I’ll be back” and left. I didn’t respond.

It’s interesting how this goes. He may be nice, because he feels guilty about what he is doing to me. He did say he didn’t want to be “enemies”.

Idk. Anyway, no tears, I’m glad.