I hear you LH. Thanks a lot for the comment. Can you please extend on this? I know I do post a lot about "W has said", "W has done", "I am hurting b/c...", it is because I want to let steam off. Hearing an external, objective person like you saying this really troubles me, in the sense that I think, I must be so stuck on this that people are even giving up on me. I will make an effort to post more on my changes and work on myself rather on W interactions. In fact, I will minimize the interactions with W and post more about my changes.
You know exactly what you have to do because you have written below. For whatever reason you are having a tough time implementing it and letting go. Do you have abandonment issues?
Originally Posted by Pack_19
I need to regain my self esteem, emotional stability, independence and happiness. Aside from W.
I just scanned through your posts going back to December. It sounds like your W is done and is going to be done for awhile. Things are going to have to get worse before they get better.