However the fact that the FAFSA was filed while I was legally M and now I'm legally S is coming into play that S19's father feels that he should not have to contribute to his own son's education because of my previous M status... that is where I'm getting screwed --- by S19's dad. YES, it will all come out over time in court and he will be ordered to pay but the bottom line is payment is due in less than 2 weeks and S19's dad is dragging this out... so ultimately its S19 that is getting screwed.
I'm angry - and I have every right to be so. I was there for so much CRAP for my H... YEARS of it. I was dragged into court on more than one occasion over the 10yr in regards to his kids. I had his back each and every time even if at times I sided with his kids or his XW --- I supported him 100%. Is he there for me???? NOPE... AND I have every right to be angry at his lies!!!! He kept saying he would talk to S19 but blew him off so many times that S19 shut down. Even 2 weeks ago telling me how he was taking him out to dinner... funny S19 didn't know anything about this.
Will I vocalize my anger to H??? No - what would be the point??? If he cared he would have done what he said and taken S19 out to dinner. He would follow up and ask how court went today. There is absolutely no reason for me to tell H how angry I am at the moment because he doesn't care.
I also accept that its okay for me to be angry. And, just because i'm angry right now doesn't mean I will be angry this time tomorrow.
These are my things to work through and today I choose to be angry so I can get over it and focus on the next hurdle.
