I agree with DnJ...as usual. Be the diamond you are Ginger. Things will change. You just have to have faith and keep your spirits up. Focus on the day-to-day blessings and joys...they are there if you look hard enough. Soak up your interactions with others...even if you wouldn’t want to date them.
You have to dig deep my friend. Find that inner light and let it shine. (((HUGS)))