Awww, hon - I’m sorry. You’re allowed to whine. It’s disappointing but also good that you recognized he wasn’t for you - that’s what dating is for, after all, right? To figure out if someone is a match - or not.
And it’s an incredibly difficult time to be single. This is when the companionship and support of a relationship would be especially good to have.
(((((Hug)))))
Don’t give up. You’re finally in a place where you’re open to the idea of a relationship. That’s a start. Hang in there. A better guy will come along.
