I’m not trying to roast you I am trying to get you to see how crazy some of your posts sound. If you want to communicate by text then do it. Just don’t hide it or be afraid of it. Just accept that every text is gonna be about D. Respond to the ones you want and don’t respond to the ones you don’t. Just keep in mind 100% everything you do should be what’s best for KK. You 100% can’t nice him back because that ship has sailed.
Like I said earlier I want you to get to a place where you go NC because you have nothing to say or want anything to do with him. It will come I promise you.
I think it’s great you’re getting out of your comfort zone and using some recreational drugs. Good for you! Live a little and unleash your inner sheness. There’s a big exciting world out there. Go get it!