I’m off the roller coaster. But I still feel anxious because of the finances. What if he really does not give me a dime? If we were back in the states I would file for D in a heartbeat....so I’m trying to not think too much ahead or overwhelm myself with what ifs. So that’s where I’ve been feeling stuck. Like I am done with our M, but I can’t pull the trigger here because it’s not the smart move financially. Would I really have to fly somewhere in the US to establish residency first to file for D??? Ugh.
One good thing that came out of this is my new venture with a friend. Getting my brain back to work has been fun. I’m feeling the stress as a working single mom of three children, but so far it’s a good kind of stress, not the debilitating kind. Recently many people in my life has approached me about going to church, so I might try that soon too lol.
