I know you've only posted a couple of times, you have to be having a rough time considering everything.

You really need pull back from her. She's shown interest in you and that is good. Now that she's run back to the OM it's time for you to disengage from her. There's a number of reasons why which you probably don't fully understand yet. Have you been reading or trying to figure out your sitch at all or are you mainly running on emotion?

I would also strongly encourage you to detach and read about what that really means.

Prepare for the long haul here.

H 34
W 29
BD 3/12/18
Divorce Busted Spring 19

It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.