Thanks a lot for your comments. Could you elaborate a bit more on getting emotionally stronger? Is this linked to self confidence and self esteem or is it something different?
I have set goals for me on all physical, emotional, spiritual and intellectual levels but in the back of my head I always had the hope for R. Starting today I will do my best to implement these:
> Prepare for the worst, accept my M is over and talk to other women
> Work on detachment
> Stop talking to W unless it is about the kids
> Start to GAL for real with no expectations
I dont think I am wonderful. I am a caring person, I try to stay fit and healthy, I love my children and I think I am a good father, I am fun to be with, I can keep a good conversation and I have a great job where I feel appreciated, I am not superman but she is treating me like a rock who does not deserve a word from her. W can justify all her behavior by saying well I dont love you so what were you expecting and meanwhile I am deeply stuck in that fairytale of for better or worse... I am so pathetic!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Me 29 W:29 M: 5yrs T:10yrs S:6 yrs S:1 yr BD: "I want a D" 08/09/19 Sep: 10/27/19
