I found out W told even more complete lies about me to another friend. Stuff goes around, her friend reached out to me as at least this one knew im not that crazy. She's painting me black to everyone and in my mind as an innocent female victim is gaining support. BPD, NPD, or just WW, whatever it is, is just getting worse. I'm finishing my D prep the next few days then filing. I dont love someone who hates me, I dont love someone who tries to disassemble my relationships with others. Safety and sanity first. Was more important than battling her disorder the rest of my life. My IC told me these are massive red flags. Yeah he's not the best IC but still, I cannot live in this sitch. How long till she targets my relationship with my family, my kids?
H37, W37 D4, S2 ILYBNILWY 9/19 BD 9/19 EA discovered 10/19 Currently in limbo, no D or S process initiated
