You're all right.

So I've already tried talking, I tried actions. I gave up and worked on me and the kids. I gave numerous chances. I should have nothing to feel guilty over and W SHOULDNT be surprised by the next course of action. Past experience everytime I moved forward tells me otherwise.

In latest events her true colors show again. Im bed ridden with a migraine and she asked me to avoid one side of the house incase its the bug. I asked if she would bring me water then and she no pretty harshly. I guess to the person I married that my suffering is deserved. Unbelievable. Zero heart. Zero empathy. Also my lawyer apparently closed hos practice for a few weeks to open a new one. Starting over there.

I had this WAS like fantasy where I'd be single, exW would be at home to take care of the kids. Even an impossible fantasy isnt worth it now. This person put all the blame on me and hates me for it. I am disgusted.


H37, W37
D4, S2
ILYBNILWY 9/19
BD 9/19
EA discovered 10/19
Currently in limbo, no D or S process initiated