I have a Dr appointment this week and havne't done any changes outside picking up some Rogaine to at least be doing something!!!
I do think I'm ready to come off the AD's. I'm no longer at the same stage I was when I started and they did help - like a band aid to cover a wound and help slow down the bleeding. I was a hot mess and not even able to function at work.
I'm not there anymore and while I do deal with sadness - this is a sad problem. I shouldn't expect to not feel anything. And, I'm also noticing some minor issues with memory recall. Nothing major but is this because I'm blunting everything???
I've known my Dr for YEARS - as I'm her patient but she is also my client! So it will all be addressed!
AND, while I woke up today and I swear the first word out of my subconscious mind was the name of my H... REALLY??? Why is the first thing I go to? Anyway - I'm looking great physically. My clothes look awesome on me. I looked gorgeous at the party... heat and humidity and all my hair and make up on point!!! That is making me feel really great.
I got so many compliments --- even one about my arms and how great they look. They do... but they still could benefit from some more work.
So my set a goal of losing another 15lb... This is where it gets tougher!! I'm going to have to work harder for those 15lb than I did for the first 25lb. I can do it!
