I have merged your two threads together because you had not reached the 100 posting/reply limit. If you want me to remove the first posting that you had created in the "second" thread, I will be happy to do so since you do not need a recap.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
