Anger out of frustration. You're right. It did read as very dark. Yes I am still strongly attached to her, life with her.
My BiL let me in this afternoon. The house had a showing about a hour before I was there. So not sure the ladies golf clubs are hers or for staging. I had a set of clubs. Sold them. So yes, frustrating. Not very detached either.
I get parts to rework because of a number of things. New parts with tolerances an old worn out lathe really doesn't hold. An EE who is manager and does little to team build.
New mattress arrives Saturday. So I should be sleeping in the apartment that night.
Very little of this is what I want or expected.
Not sure if this is a chin up or tuck in and raise my fists for the next round. Keep the bob and weave going. Out of the corner of my eye I can see that towel raised.
How's that metaphor?
Maybe I should try my hand at writing.
H (me) 56 ; W 54 ; M 32 ; D 32 ; D 30 ; S 21 ; Grandkids: 12, 11, 10, 8, 1