I get so busy at work, I can’t give him any thoughts. It’s nice. When I got home, he wasn’t here. I started think of why this admission of a hidden bonus vs. other ones, bugged me.
I realized, he has received bonuses in the last 14 months, we had small conversations and it never bothered me. I think it is because he was short and aggressive in his tone. Something I have not gotten from him in 14 months. It returned me right back to that helpless feeling.
I told myself this morning that I would see how he interacts with me today. I won’t bring up the money, because I am going to take him at his word. He just came home. Was nice, we had a normal “how was your day” conversation. Nothing great, but this is all still relatively new within the last 2-3 months. He used to walk in, hide in the bedroom and I wouldn’t never see him.
So detachment and GAL are on the agenda. I’ve got stuff to do for ME.
