LH, not sure I can disagree with anything you are saying! Thanks for the challenges. I readily admit that I am not sure what the problem is. Like I said I can't put a finger on it. Maybe just something going on with me. Maybe it is WFH 100% of the time due to corona. Maybe it is some external pressures from extended family. I will continue to process it.
LH, also didn't mean to suggest D was easy. But I think the LBSs here fear it so much and think Ring and piecing is all that. While I've never been through a D I've been close to many that have. Most have moved on and been happier afterward. But no, I haven't been through it. Though I did study the topic extensively through my sitch to be ready for it.
Thanks for the responses guys. Core, it can definitely be worth it, but there will always be a piece of me that wonders what my life could have been post D. I think that is probably normal.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
