I've no doubt that you are stronger from and will remain so because of your circumstances. Your daughters inbetween their hormone filled rages are seeing a good example of how to adult. I got nothing to add to push you or getting you questioning anything. Rooting for you and the fam.
H37, W37 D4, S2 ILYBNILWY 9/19 BD 9/19 EA discovered 10/19 Currently in limbo, no D or S process initiated