Thank goodness its busy at work today --- I'm getting stuck in my own head.
Yesterday was terrible as I saw a cute video/commercial on FB with an adorable pup. That sent me in a few minutes missing my own puppy so much... that was followed by finding a part of one of his toys under the couch when I was trying to see what the cat was doing.
UGH... badly broken heart. My head is filled with visuals of my puppy.
I spent more time with my dog. Would have loved to go to the park with him for a distraction but it was soooo incredibly hot this weekend.
It looks pretty positive that sailing in September will be a no go due to C19 causing continued port closure. Plan B is to go get matching tattoos with male bff. I've never had a tattoo and personally don't like tattoos - so why in the world was this MY idea??? We are deciding between a simple lotus flower, or just simply coordinates of the location where we met 40yrs (our old middle school), to even a saying such as you'll be my anchor to keep my feet on the ground and I'll be your wings to keep your head in the clouds... but leaving off the words and just doing an anchor for him and birds for me so its like a secret saying that only we have the key to!
2yr ago I asked H to take me to the gun range and teach me how to shoot a handgun. He talked about it a few times but never made it happen and well I didn't want to constantly nag... so it got dropped. So, Plan B is for male bff to take me to the gun range and teach me how to fire a handgun. Outside of that its hard to make plans not knowing what will happen with C19 between now and then.
Trying to stay focused on the party this Sunday. I have to order food on Wednesday but outside that I feel I have most of what I need. I pray for a day thats not too hot and will not rain - its outdoor event. Everyone please keep fingers crossed.
