DnJ, just found this post you wrote on Jun 13. I don't know how I missed it. It's a good one. I feel terrible that I didn't see it before when you took all that time to lay out your suffering in response to my request. And then you got nothing in reply!

I need to read it a few times before I write back.

But I already know from one read that it's just what I asked for. You gave me the very gift that was on my LBS registry! I know it was a lot for you to peer into your darkest moment past. I will swim around in the blackness with previous DnJ and write again soon. Sorry I missed it before!

I am at my cabin with my kids -- the one I fought for and now it's MINE. Have been renting it out monthly during Covid and so it's paying double its own mortgage every month! Tonight S15 and I (his bday just passed) took a walk pass the mountain views with rain clouds drifting low (he kept saying, "It looks like Lord of the Rings!") to a nearby pond and it was so magical in the dusk -- a million birds and frogs and bats and everyone singing and bellowing,louder than a city street. Seeing my boy transfixed by nature -- PRICELESS.

Last edited by Gerda; 07/01/20 03:31 AM.

I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.