Bttrfly, if only I could sit in that knowledge and acceptance rather than seemingly keep circling back around to it! Maybe it is just the shape of my journey right now. I was thinking how strange it is today that I can still experience brief feelings of disbelief at how night and day different everything is now—what I thought my marriage was, what it is now.
Yes. This is normal. It will not always be like this. Right now, just go with the flow. The way to heal is to experience all the feelings as they arise, let them wash over you and don't try to stuff any of them. They will pass. I promise.
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
