You posted 3 hours ago and then you reposted the exact same thing just a few minutes ago. I have deleted the second posting since it was identical to the one you posted earlier. If you don't get a response as quickly as you would like, please be patient. People will come along in due time and respond to your postings.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
