Haha - I remember your early posts where you were desperately missing sex and thought you'd never have it ever again.
My H took my old laptop (without asking) a couple of months after he MO (he snuck it out on one of his foraging trips to the house). I bought that laptop from my company account. It is very much my laptop and not a marital asset. But it didn't work (something wrong with the battery) and it hasn't been turned on in years so I just shrugged my shoulders and let it go. I had completely forgotten, but just after lock down the laptio reappeared as found on my "devices list" in icloud. Not only was it "found" but it is now called "[H full name] macbook pro" (though location services has been turned off). Not going to lie, I felt a little surge of anger rise up when I saw it. The laptop hasn't worked in years, I don't need it, I don't want it. But I still felt resentment that he had taken it and is using it.
I found something similar with the online dating app I used last year where the conversation would suddenly turn sexual after 2 or 3 messages (if not on the first message). I spent so long filtering out the rubbish that I ended up turning it off again. I decided to use a different app and put on my profile not to bother contacting me if they were only interested in a casual hookup so my experience this time round has been a little different. It was still a lot of admin so I turned the profile to invisible as couldn't be bothered. I did start talking to one chap who I am meeting on Sunday (we are going for a suitably social distanced walk in the park).
