Gordie 24 still married

[Rita]

Gordie, it has been a while since I wrote
in your Gordie style.

It kills me to see you going through any more pain. You are my friend
and such a good good good soul.
How could any woman not value you?

But God values you.
He sees everything you are going through.
He knows you are being wronged, and He will walk with you.

I've been trying to make sense of my past.
Realizing that my H maybe was always troubled.
He was just fighting it for me
until MLC hit and he couldn't.

Your W fought it for you.
I'd see that as a victory, not a "fake" attempt.
Phillipians 4:8.
She wanted to overcome her demons to stay married to you.
She needs to do a lot more to have a healed soul
and then a healed marriage
and then true love with her man.

But something in her knew enough to try.
Mine never tried once.
I don't know if she will keep trying.
But I would still say, Phillipians 4:8, she tried,
even if she doesn't have the courage to go all the way
and face herself.

I wish you had someone by your side who treated you as a king,
made you feel as special as you are.
But you are still the son of a King,
beyond special,
full of light.
Don't forget it.

I hate to see you back here for this reason
but it does make me so happy to see you.