You did NOT deserve that. You did NOT ask for it. I'm so sorry. You may not want to hear it but it IS abuse and it IS rape. Please do NOT blame yourself or think this is something you have to endure to get your husband back. His behaviour is absolutely horrendous. Please keep yourself safe and limit this man's access to your body and your mind. He IS dangerous and it WILL escalate. PLEASE listen to the objective opinions here.


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