You seem like a very successful guy who does well in life. Why are you so obsessed with a woman who has fired as her husband, is on dating websites and didn't acknowledge your birthday?
You don't even have children together. I would really like to hear your answer.
BTW U is right you have NGS big time.
It's a fair question, and one that's hard to answer. I do still love her. But it's also true that I struggle very much with abandonment (adopted, very chaotic upbringing) and low self-esteem. I'm working on it as diligently as I can with my therapist.
And yep, NMMNG was like reading a biography. Working on that too.
To answer your question, no, I didn't send the text. I figured that the last few times I came to this board in a similar situation, I was advised not to, I did anyway, and felt foolish afterward. So I didn't.
