So much for not mention the party to him again lol.
^^^^ RIGHT??? I don't even know where that came from. He seemed so utterly frustrated and I the ever problem solver... trying to find a fix. BUT, I also mentioned that they could be sent with his mother when she is at the party... sort of letting him know he's an adult and figure out his own life.
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Condom wrappers in the bathroom would have been better then the nighty lol.
Maybe but that would have made me feel dirty... I still wear my ring and consider myself married at the moment. I don't mind leaving around a sexy nighty... because frankly I'm tending to wear them.
I should have been wearing them more for my H like I used to... but here we go down the same hole where I got stuck in my own head, not feeling comfortable in my own skin... MY ISSUES that H internalized that I lost feelings for him.
Anyway - down 24lb... I need to appreciate the hard work to start looking good again even if he won't... so I try to not wear frumpy pj's all the time.
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2-5 years KK. Will you wait that long?
Probably not... I will stand as long as my D isn't final. If the D gets drug out 2yr... IDK... maybe. While H threw out 2yr separation at the very get go.... and then again when I changed the locks... he stated we could take 2yr to figure to finalize everything and he wasn't out to screw me over ---- everything else he has said is that he will give me a year.
I just have to accept that he loves her. Feels he has more in common with her.... there are running with a shared group of old high school friends. SURE, one could argue that we have a shared history... but they clearly have a shared history too.
