Gordie 24 still married

[Gordie]

Gerda KYH Neffer SBJ DNJ Ownit AndrewP Job and all my other old friends

I regret to report that the last few months have taken a turn for the worse

The COVID-19 situation and having much more time together hasn’t helped

W has fallen into another depression and is angry much of the time

Angry about the world, her life, and the littlest things can set her off

She can be kind and pleasant at times, but other times talks as if I am not present even if I am in the same room

She has made it very clear that she doesn’t want me to touch her

Recently something bad happened to me and instead of empathy there was only anger towards me

This is like seeing a bad sequel to a bad movie

But I know she still has not fully dealt with her underlying issues

I know that I didn’t break her so I can’t fix her

Back to basics